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I'm running out of words to say.
losing my taste, blurring relentless,
like a blunt blade or a dim lit day,
or a bent ruler made out of clay.
is it queer waking up,
or odd staying awake?
doing both, a lost route routine.
your self propelled projection is chapped-in.
and yet how ironic as it may seem,
this says im out of track,
coating minds, what do i mean?
whoever said it was you i lack.
finally taking my random dose,
photographs under and over exposed.
your mirror-locking mocking was isolated.
end all of this, tattered things turning overrated.
This PrerogativeI'm abbreviating ideas--becoming vague, out of focus.
though all i needed to say was just an arrowhead.
pointing past windows and under blankets,
turning over pages, rebounding off walls,
spread across a mind full of lakes and rivers
heard by the pale sunlight through life's avenue
and yet it's not even as bright as the shadows embracing her revolution
a shallow cancellation of everything that was left behind.
returning to our conformed confidentialities,
resetting to this negative bliss.
as if I've been locked indoors
or on a misleading probation
every breath makes me jump into a naive conclusion
no, a common incident's interrog
A Reason to LiveIf only she had the guts to actually do it, to just leap among the cold waves and sink in death among the fish. She breathed in the smell and taste of saltwater, and water sprays hit her face, neck, and chest. She shivered slightly in the breeze from the waves, but she wasn’t really bothered by the chill. What weighed on her mind was something much deeper than the weather.
A pang of apprehension penetrated her heart as she envisioned her body being plunged into the water and weighted down by the strong waves. She thought about what it would be like to gulp in mouthful after mouthful of water, choking and never feeling any relief, b
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